happy one year bb ♥

i.am.very.very.very.sad :(

Au au has chickypox :(

Me very sad because i havent contracted it yet and there's a high possibility that i would get it :(

he has 2 weeks of mc but we cannot fully utilise it.

ohmannnn, FML man.

And i cant believe our oneyearanni is coming.

and he's down with chickypox

ohmannn :(

and and that guy doesnt seem keen in planning for the anni :(

me very sad.

and by the way, school is so not rocking for me :(

so FML again.

very sad life,
cheryl

Note to self and BB Au

I wanna gooooooo! Must gooooo! Let's goooo!
:D

Epic moment happened last weekend which i dont wish to mention just in case it'll tarnish my godly reputation. But thank goodness i am still in one piece! Haha!
Shall go and nua around before facing reality- projects, coming tests and whatever unpleasant to even think about it.

:( oh well, student life.

love,
cheryl

Emotions flow.

“Face it, feelings are mutable, and an emotion that seems permanent one minute could be a distant memory the next. Instead of focusing on what could be, figure out what really is and then make your move with haste.”

change.

Now for a really deep down from the heart post.

I think my current temp job has been longest temp position that i've been holding ever since graduating from tp. 4months eh, from borrrrringggggggg dataentry to tearing cheques+photocopier girl now, i think i kinda enjoy work now :D minus the meagre pay portion though =/

school's starting in about a month's time, hmmmm, feeling both excited and pretty worried about what's gonna happen once school starts. Brand new environment and faces once again, maybe a brand new living space for some time too.

And my loveliest bunch of girlfriends and friends, havan got to see them for ages, really miss them hella lots! :(:( some going to be enlisted into ns soon, botaks soon-to-be. I really missed the times we spent during poly days, how carefree how enjoyable everytime we get together :D:D:D And but of course my closest girlfriends, we arent going out as much as before, sadly :( but once we see each other, sparks fly like the amazing ndpfireworks! Haha! I miss shopping and catching up with all of you so so so much! :(:(

Last but not at least, my dearest bb, thank you for always spending time with me whenever you could, i know you tried your best to give in and put up with my sometimes unreasonable demands+ sucky spoiltbrat attitude combo. You feel so pressurized and frustrated sometimes especially when my watertap screw loosens. I am a big girl now, i need to learn how to take care of myself, so dont worry so much okay? :) i'm sorry the past few days has been *&^#%$#%@ for you, too much shit from me by ruining your precious weekends :(
But i'll try to make it better in the days and months to come :)
Please promise to hold on when september comes, I need your faith and support for us both to surpass what comes. i love you:)

with love,
cheryl

sugar sugar

ok, this is so diabetic sweet intensifying and loveydoveyiheartxyouyouheartxme that i cant help but to post it here.
I hope no one notice this. Haha.
Here goes:

" I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguements over our differences and trust issues, however, I can promise you as long as you're trying I'm staying."

Okay yeahhh, sooo, weekends are overrrr :(:(:( monday is coming :(:(:(
But so is PayDay :DDD

for all that would arrive.

Whenever things start getting right, even before you start feeling all stupidly giggly and chirpy about it.
The next great awesome storm, or rather tsunami as i would like to put it, starts creeping up on you.
How wonderful.

Never expect anything from someone else when you know you cant do the same.
This shall be my number one reminder for now.

Life is like a rollercoaster fully filled with emotions.
How i totally could relate to it.

If It's Worth Having, It Is Definately Worth Fighting For.
Worth it or not, i'll let you decide.

Gdbye.

half-hearted

"Learn to take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on."

.

AHHHHH,
sucks to be me.

This time, things have really gone all wrong.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Hey there.

Relationships are never easy. Some days you're going to wake up and that love you know you have for the person in the bed next to you, isn't going to come so naturally. We always say "no one told us it was going to be this hard" but they do. We choose not to listen, because it seems so unreasonable that one day you will be able to keep your hands off of eachother. One day you will spend your free time, away from each other. The only way you can make a relationship last is if you work at it everyday and never give up on it. Because if you take time to fight and argue and still can't imagine leaving them, then you love them. And that's the kind of love that's forever.

I like how this sounds.

And sometimes,

good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

Let's Go!

Let's Go BB Let's Go!
:)
Go ley :):)

SMU interview went okay, nervewrecking but i blabbered whatever i could think of :)
Hoping to receive the Congratulations letter soon.
*Fingers crossed*
:)

Perfect Love Cast Out Fear.

Is age really catching up already?
Are changes slowly coming into picture, so much faster than i expected? :(
why do i feel that i lost touch with alotttt of people around me :(:(
Are my girliegirlfriends gonna be meeting only on special occasions ? :(

I miss ya'll :(
I miss shopping, gossiping, chilling sessions.
I really miss all of you
:(

Meet up soon darlings! :)

Half of my Heart.

I guess as you grow older, complications start to multiply and squareroot themselves.
and when problems starts pouring in, i swear the amount of tears i shed can fill up a 1.5m swimming pool.
Arguments make people start pointing fingers at each other, hurling really nasty stuffs at one another. As for me, I guess, I only know how to cry instead of explaining myself.
Preetty much playing the mute role most of the time, hence the frustration and irritation from the other party.
Does the problem really lies with me? Am I really that demanding?
Sigh.
This is Bad.

Oblivious.

Couples who fight the most are the ones deeply in love.
they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it together.
Really? Serious? True?

We always need that someone whose always there that's blunt enough to let you know all your flaws.


That's why i need you.


love,
cheryl.

Tick-Tock.

From now onwards,
I will always be counting down to wednesdays and fridays and the weekends
For these are the days I get to spend with people who meant the world to me
:)

cheryl.

New Monday

Hey all!
Found myself signing the 2 months contract with RE last friday.
I will be working at raffles place/tanjong pagar area starting tomorrow!
If you're nearby and have nothing better to do, gimme a call and be my lunch buddy for a day or two! :)

Things are different when you stop attending school.
Without tutorials and infriurating projects, life is much better.
But without school and the friends in there, life is little less colourful :(
Cant have the best of both worlds uh?
Okay! Work for the $$$$.
Gogogo!

love,
cheryl

I want.

Nice?
Good?
Yesyesyes.

Holidays are Booorringgg.

Oh mann, the aftermath of postexams euphoric mood is over. More of the hey-i-am-bored-i-got-nothing-much-to-do-other-than-watchingvideosfbandwhatsnot :(( Need to find a job quickkkkk! I hope the handsommm agent can help me find an acceptable job soon! Keeping fingers crossed! :)

Have been meeting up with the special one for an entire week since last wed! :D If only everyday could be like this, life can never be more wonderful! :)

Really got tempted to own all the colours for the pretty Chiffon mini from BC. Vibrant colours really makes me a happy girly girl :D Should I?HOW UH? HAHAHA =X

And I kinda miss all my friends and girlfriends. :(

love, cheryl

To self and to all.

All hearts have darts

When you love a person, you'd bottle up your negative emotions and chuck them aside so you wouldn't burden your loved one.
Especially when these emotions arise from really trivial matters.
But bottling up does the exact opposite.

You come to a point where you've reached your limit - when you realised that hey, your feelings matter too. & you get so upset cause the one you love did nothing wrong and is so undeserving of your sudden outburst of selfishness.
Falling in love makes you a different person altogether.
I think love makes you feel vulnerable. How a single person's action can cause your mood to reach the other extreme end.

So Good.

Everything's back to normal :)
Had a really loooong and awkward talk on the oneyearoncevday which kinda worked things out! :):) So glad i did :)) Thankyou for the wallet and ur OnceInaBlueMoon Surprise love! :)
He had his last bookout on the 19th,so byebye tekong! :D
We realised that i missed both his first&last book in but always there for bookouts.
Yeahh, best *coughs*awesome*coughs* gf*coughs* HAHAHA
Mum told me that my grandma's longlostsister owns a famous prawn noodle stall at beachroad which happens to be the one i visit often when working at maybank!
Soooo, we went back there to eat and that ass told me to tell the auntie that we're related by blood so that we can get free bowls of prawn noodles. Kns. Typical singaporean uh. Hahaha.
In the end i didnt though. Hehehe.
That friday date was really really gooood :) simple and sweeet. Me like me like :)

Oh yahh, CNY! almost forgot! So the family had the mooooost awkward reunion dinner ever this year, all because of this atrocious bugger. TSKKK. Anywayy, every year's visiting was more or less the same, people growing older, physically and mentally. Relatives thought my younger sis was the eldest and mistaken me for the youngest. Good or bad thing? Hahah. An additional family to visit this year, so glad his relatives were very very nice people :) I am a precious stone to ur uncle eh, remember! HAHA

Almost missed the NUS application thingy, made me really worried and afraid that my application would get rejected. Worst thing that can ever happen :(
Thankgod for extension of submission date! :))

Looking foward to end of mains!
Hate staying at home studying when people are celebrating cny :(
where's my lou hei, mahjongmahjong!?
Hokay! Enough procrastinating, back to books!
Goodbye people! :))

Love,
Cheryl

Just a bad dream, a really bad one.

I hope everything that has happened this few days was just a dream, a bad dream.
Why cant i just be contented with what i already have :((
Should have never asked for more than what i already have. Sigh.

If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny?

If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades?

If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth?

Because love defies all reasons.
When you truly love someone,
you can’t just find a reason.
You just do.

Bliss.

this goes out to everyoneeee!
Especially: Lele and partner and my impt boyboy.
HAHAHA
It's saturday already! woopwoop!:D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONGII! YOU'RE TWENTY20! TIGER KOSONG! LOVELOVE!:)
ok bye!

love,
cheryl.

Something magical.

Now that projects are over, a teeny weeny break for now before the horrendous main papers come! :) seriously need to shoooooooopppppppp!

I think we're communicating better and better each day :)
we stick tgt doing nothing other than irritating eachother, but we'll never get sick of it :)
I hope it'll remain like this, all the time :)

love,
cheryl

Gem.

woop woop, blogging has became an irregular thingy all over again!
Shant update till i got the time and mood to do so!
But life has been reallly goood and great and fufilling! :):):)
An impt ass made me kinda :( today,
but i shant blame him. i guess.



“Life isn’t supposed to be an all or nothing battle between misery and bliss. Life isn’t supposed to be a battle at all. And when it comes to happiness, well, sometimes life is just okay, sometimes it’s comfortable, sometimes wonderful, sometimes boring, sometimes unpleasant. When your day’s not perfect, it’s not a failure or a terrible loss. It’s just another day.”

Just Realized What I Just Realized.

Realised i have not been utilising my canon much these days other than the crazy christmas spam, Haha!

Hmmmm, I think I should bring my cammy out more often from now on!

And rejoice people rejoice! Sickening skin irritation is goneeee, like finally! :DD

May it never return ever again!

Didnt know 2 weeks take sooooo banana long to come.

Everyone told me: 2 weeks very fast one, etc etc etc.

But doesnt seem so now eh.

Kns. Hahaha.

Er, I better sleep now!

:)

Love,

Cheryl

To take you with me.

Love doesn't always work. Thats how life is.

But there's a reason why everyone wants it so much.

It is the closest thing we have to magic.

:)

Cant wait to see you! ♥ ♥ ♥

Love,

cheryl

"We're all a little broken,We're all a little twisted, We're all less than what we could or want to be."

I would rather let my mind go perpertually blank than clogging it up with a million things because that will only lead to expectations and reality comparisons.

It is true when they say a girl is quiet, she is thinking about a million things.

Skin irritation plus pimples outbreak plus projects plus tests plus tutorials plus that someone serving the nation makes Cheryl a very unhappy lady.

:( Oh well.

2010.

With 2009's closure, a brand new year begins.
Life has always been a cycle filled with unexpected joy, laughter, sorrows and whatsnot.
And I had my fair share too.
I love what and how 2009 had been like surprisingly perfect despite the little flaws.
Made new friends, found a special one, kept the old ones, more laughters, lesser tears.
Now,
I am both excited and afraid of what 2010 has reside for me,
what's gonna happen, what's not gonna happen.
Getting older means a step closer to adulthood, more responsibilities, more commitments.
Not gonna write up new year resolutions this year cause they didnt much help in the past years.
Cheers to a brand new year
and may 2010 be an awesome year for all of us!
Happy New Year People!
:)

Love,
Cheryl.