February 27, 2010

All hearts have darts


When you love a person, you'd bottle up your negative emotions and chuck them aside so you wouldn't burden your loved one.
Especially when these emotions arise from really trivial matters.
But bottling up does the exact opposite.
You come to a point where you've reached your limit - when you realised that hey, your feelings matter too. & you get so upset cause the one you love did nothing wrong and is so undeserving of your sudden outburst of selfishness.
Falling in love makes you a different person altogether.
I think love makes you feel vulnerable. How a single person's action can cause your mood to reach the other extreme end.

February 21, 2010

So Good.


Everything's back to normal :)
Had a really loooong and awkward talk on the oneyearoncevday which kinda worked things out! :):) So glad i did :)) Thankyou for the wallet and ur OnceInaBlueMoon Surprise love! :)
He had his last bookout on the 19th,so byebye tekong! :D
We realised that i missed both his first&last book in but always there for bookouts.
Yeahh, best *coughs*awesome*coughs* gf*coughs* HAHAHA
Mum told me that my grandma's longlostsister owns a famous prawn noodle stall at beachroad which happens to be the one i visit often when working at maybank!
Soooo, we went back there to eat and that ass told me to tell the auntie that we're related by blood so that we can get free bowls of prawn noodles. Kns. Typical singaporean uh. Hahaha.
In the end i didnt though. Hehehe.
That friday date was really really gooood :) simple and sweeet. Me like me like :)

Oh yahh, CNY! almost forgot! So the family had the mooooost awkward reunion dinner ever this year, all because of this atrocious bugger. TSKKK. Anywayy, every year's visiting was more or less the same, people growing older, physically and mentally. Relatives thought my younger sis was the eldest and mistaken me for the youngest. Good or bad thing? Hahah. An additional family to visit this year, so glad his relatives were very very nice people :) I am a precious stone to ur uncle eh, remember! HAHA

Almost missed the NUS application thingy, made me really worried and afraid that my application would get rejected. Worst thing that can ever happen :(
Thankgod for extension of submission date! :))

Looking foward to end of mains!
Hate staying at home studying when people are celebrating cny :(
where's my lou hei, mahjongmahjong!?
Hokay! Enough procrastinating, back to books!
Goodbye people! :))

Love,
Cheryl

February 8, 2010

Just a bad dream, a really bad one.


I hope everything that has happened this few days was just a dream, a bad dream.
Why cant i just be contented with what i already have :((
Should have never asked for more than what i already have. Sigh.

If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny?

If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades?

If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth?

Because love defies all reasons.
When you truly love someone,
you can’t just find a reason.
You just do.

February 6, 2010

Bliss.


this goes out to everyoneeee!
Especially: Lele and partner and my impt boyboy.
HAHAHA
It's saturday already! woopwoop!:D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONGII! YOU'RE TWENTY20! TIGER KOSONG! LOVELOVE!:)
ok bye!

love,
cheryl.

February 1, 2010

Something magical.


Now that projects are over, a teeny weeny break for now before the horrendous main papers come! :) seriously need to shoooooooopppppppp!

I think we're communicating better and better each day :)
we stick tgt doing nothing other than irritating eachother, but we'll never get sick of it :)
I hope it'll remain like this, all the time :)

love,
cheryl